Thursday, October 7, 2010

We Paint The Same W

 i dont know when or how can i fell in love with these 5 guys..

i dont remember..

i just realize that suddenly i feel like i've known them for such a really long time..

and 5 of them standing in one stage feels so right..

but now.. i see there are JYJ and HoMin..

i was crying until my eyes swollen, crying so much until i cant cry anymore..

it hurts me so damn.. fucking damn with SM and AVEX ..

they dont realize how much Cassie hurt..

how much our 5 guys hurt.. they're used to be together in one stage..dont separate them..please ..

i miss them, miss them so fucking much..

i know this sounds so cheesy or excessive..

but i teared up everytime i watch their MV, their reality show.. their live perform,

their photos... i wonder why i being like this..

i never love someone until i feel like i can die for them..

call me freak, call me crazy or nut or whatever ..

but this is me.. this is what i feel, and i dont give a damn shit for those ppl who thought

that i just want to get some attention ..

i feel so lonely everytime i saw other fanbase cheer for their idol, and

how they talk about some happy stuff about their idol.. and told everyone that

their idol will last forever, how strong their idol, and so many more ...

it hurts me because i know, the ppl i support so much is in danger ...

even some Cassies scream that DBSK is fine, i know i have to deal with the fact that ..

OUR DBSK IS NOT FINE ...

i cried so hard when i watch JYJ Thanksgiving Concert and when i saw them crying 'till their eyes swollen ..

i realize that my suffer is nothing when i compared to the suffer that they felt ...

i feel more stronger and know that i have to always keep the faith on them ..

their W songs... it's Cassie's song, we are the luckiest fan in the galaxy ..

i know they wish something that every Cassie wishes for ..

DBSK will be in one stage again ...

i know we dreaming the same dream just like them ...

i want to let them know that no matter how suffer they are ..

CASSIOPEIA WILL ALWAYS STAND BY THEM NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS ..

i want them to know, that they're not suffer alone, that they dont cry alone.

we're with them.. we'll always united cause DBSK and Cassiopeia is ONE

DBSK is the best choice that SMent ever make ...

and letting them go is the worst choice that SMent ever make ..

i grew up with their song, im used to them..

they're a part of m life that wont be change ..

5 of our great boys ..

I LOVE YOU

DON'T GIVE UP AND STAY STRONG ...

CASSIOPEIA WILL ALWAYS STAND BY YOU AND WE PROUD OF YOU

*ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH*